Justin Erickson
"Some patterns are easier to see
than they are to break."
Pre-Order Now · March 20, 2026
The holding tank. The fluorescent lights. The smell of bleach and desperation.
The collect calls
that go unanswered.
Jason McTanner
has been here before.
Growing up in foster care, Jason learned early that stability was something that happened to other people.
Maya stops answering. His kids start forgetting.
You have a collect call from
an inmate at Dakota County Jail.
To accept, press 1.
···
The man she's replaced him with is everything Jason never learned how to be: stable, reliable, present.
Then tragedy strikes
and his daughter ends up in surgery.
Jason must confront the truth he's been running from since he was thirteen years old: the patterns we inherit don't have to be the patterns we pass on.
Inside Outside Then Back In is a raw, unflinching portrait of incarceration, addiction, and the brutal cost of breaking free from cycles that span generations.
This is not a story about the system as villain — it's about the thousand small choices that lead a man into a cell, and the impossible fight to make different choices on the way out.
"Some patterns are easier to see
than they are to break."
Inside Outside Then Back In is not a prison drama. It's not an addiction memoir in novel form. It's not a story that lets anyone off the hook — not the system, not the family, and not Jason himself.
It's the story of what happens when the only world you've ever known is the one that keeps pulling you back. When the people who should have taught you how to be a man were never taught themselves. When breaking a generational cycle means becoming someone no one in your family has ever been.
Book One: Inside. Because you have to understand the cell before you can understand the escape.
"Some patterns are easier to see than they are to break."
Book One: Inside · March 20, 2026